The Lesser God is my rock, and I shall not be in want.
He maketh smoke to rise in my name
and hath formed the covenant in vapors.
He taketh me by force, and eats of my bounty
and maketh the air like a fog, and my mind, as if drowning.
He maketh my body to bend like a tree [...]
Hymn to the Lesser God
The God of Tiny Rooms, the Seams of Pockets, Binding of Books, Happy Shadows
“Be not afraid to write long poems
and shirk not from the short
Three words are oft poetry
and an essay is an elegy, an ode.”
So long as I write, there will be voices
So long as I list, there will be occupancy
and so the list grows longer
I shudder in front of an altar, an angry god
quaking beneath [...]
Cut Up #2
Several theories and research findings set the stage for a sociobiological approach. The protagonist of this almost childish fable is taboo. The classical theories of the family socialization school “caprice itself,” the poet’s inspiration, a wish or craving- in the mania. Finally the patient becomes unconscious. My dear friend, I send you this little work [...]
My Life as Ascetic Promise
Ten fingers to grasp the air
mold our intent into despair
align the planets to elemental mounds
in hopes of uncovering with utmost care
the passion which tortures and confounds.
Passion fleeting and energy spent,
our eyes and ears towards heaven sent
But feet stay rooted at the cause,
the trappings of our blind intent,
prayers from dumb and weak chapped maws.
Invoke I Thoth, [...]
The Call of Cthulu? or The Birth and Anunciation or The Word [his name] Has Been Discovered, we are powerful insects, bent on destruction, making anthills out of molehills.
The Word has been received. My Work is clear.
IAO!: AUM HA
Nothing is true, everything is permitted.
The world is not as it truly is, though it appears to be, and it is not false though it appears so.
Do what thou wilt is the whole of the Law. There is no law beyond do what thou wilt. Love is the Law, Love under Will.
Thou shall act towards [...]
This is Word.
As long as you continue to do this to yourself, there will be rules preventing you from ascending, and these same rules will keep you subhumanly inferior to Man. “As above, so below.” (1) The regiment you have continued for years is the regiment for the exoteric, the party boy, a tool and the exersizes [...]
Triolet #2
Lead me to the altar
and pull the knife up to my chin
To proove your love wont falter
lead me to the altar.
Perform the movement, wear the couture
I’ll die to be invited in.
Bring me to the altar,
and push the blade beneath my chin.
A Rant, a first.
This is not an update, obviously, because I updated the site yesterday, and included in that update news and observations for my coming work on the page and in my life, as well as commentary about my long absence.
Surely, I realize now, that indeed, my conversation with the HGA was correct, this is the only [...]
Haiku for My New Asceticism
Bit open lower
lip to keep from feeling pain
of entropic loss.
Watching you watch me
walk away wondering what
either has done wrong.
Sorry you’re sorry
or maybe angry, hurt, done
with dealing with it.
