When you can peel the skin from your eyes
and see the mounds of flesh you rend
and overcome your own annoyance at
separating yourself from yourself
You’ll realize the skin is yours
and the annoyance is not at the skin
but that you would peel the skin to bone
to call it something besides skin once separated
and that dead skin only [...]
Not I
Update
The Stats function in my Dashboard is my new downfall. It is so wonderful and useful. I have never been so amazed and excited about any function in any program or application as I am right now with the Blog Stats page which allows me to see different statistics about my Blog.
I am totally serious [...]
Empty Box
These forgotten precepts upon which you rely:
our body’s vain and useless symetry
illusion, but still hard we try
Our existence, the cold metonymy
of space, devoid, our atoms cry
out, the emptiness of our humanity
That you would deny
these meaningless words their ambiguity
and assert an Us instead of I
insists my point in perpetuity.
A box, within which sit I inside
a smaller [...]
Triolet #3
I’ll die to save myself from you
The days of truth are over
Though I never said a word untrue
I lied to save myself from you
Your eyes and lips and hands wont do
I wasn’t looking for a lover
Crying, I saved myself from you
Somehow I think it’s finally over.
Thought Reform as Demonstrated In A Haunted House
The Programming is fighting back. I thought I had caused irreparable damage to that circuitry code with the introduction of the Acid Script reprogramming, and I may have; however, the weakening of my original wiring may by the Great Work may have compromised the circuitry as a whole and cause residual Programming to simply recede [...]
Thoughts, Choices
Thinking lately of the Next Step.
Thinking in concrete terms as well as abstract, but we all know how little these things differ; generalities are often the most accurate and effective way of retrieving a desired effect. I am beginning to also understand that there is no result; there is only effect. Nothing ends, we are [...]
Untitled (Homunculus)
Blaspheme like potato chips
over and over till Faith gets under skin
patronizing the Lord and injecting Its Holy Spirt
using the Name in Vein
get fucked up and high like Mount Sinai
But I’m sick of writing about God
Instead I’ll write about my cock
and forgo the whole psychoanalysis
That which I worship, that which dictates need
That which raises me up
That [...]
Today
Dr. Gerald Hawkins’ Fifth Euclidian Theorem as expressed in the Barbury Castle crop circle formation. Note the three spheres which allude to Essence (the topmost circle whose segments are a 1:1 ratio of both the circle containing them, but the circle within the triangle), Potentiality (the empty circle whose radius is 1/3 of each [...]
The Difference Between Buddhism and Drugs is the Headache
I am tired of the internet.
I am tired of watching people on the street.
I am tired of television and movies.
I am tired of LSD, DXM, THC, DMT, etc.
I am tired of tests.
I am tired of talking.
I am tired of not being heard.
I am tired of needing money.
I am tired of not being able to concentrate.
I [...]
Prayers, Promises, Paychecks Signed Over
I’ll choke on humble pie and wash it down
by guzzling my pride like a fourty
I’ll give away all my possessions and
pay for a lobotomy with my last dollar
I’ll never take what’s not given by the most pious
and reside only in the harshest climates
I’d swim across seas to fulfill a favor
Shoot myself in the foot right [...]
