Ode to Molly, Elegy To Grow Old

crying from necessity
sharp nasal straining loving
numback throat
smack like a hand
reaching downward
like a glove
pockets of air
opening up inside the skull
like lightening
emptying out the head
like wearing a hat,
the pressure is so strong
from nose and throat and base of neck
and straining chemical choke
Innocence, Negligence
of course  (of course)
Attachment
and Depression
I want to consume,
to fill, to empty. 
I want to fill with
something [...]

“You dont even know how to cry.”

I hate a man with a weak jaw.

“My Awesome Is Teh Blingxorz”; A Brief Discussion of Body Modification and Body Play as it Pertains To Thought Reform

On Monday, a young man walked into I*******, the body piercing studio where I work, to have a Prince Albert done (recently, I’ve realized that, unless the name of the piercing refers specifically to a body part, it is being done to you, and you are not getting it done; i.e: “I am getting my [...]

Thoughts, Choices

Thinking lately of the Next Step.
Thinking in concrete terms as well as abstract, but we all know how little these things differ; generalities are often the most accurate and effective way of retrieving a desired effect.  I am beginning to also understand that there is no result; there is only effect. Nothing ends, we are [...]